I was bored when I opened the computer
I logged my friendster and yahoo messenger
Then made my report about "Florante at Laura"
After that I've started watching Dora

My sister borrowed my yahoo messenger
cause she would like to chat with Aya's little brother
Then an instant message pop out
My sister was curious and asked me about ****t

When I heard that word
my world sudden;y stop
How can that fool bring that memory to life
Then replied to him "have your own life"

We quarreled at each other because you were scaring me
and linking me to that memory
I didn't notice that you were so friendly
while I was being bad and very naughty

Our friendship grew in yahoo messenger
giant, devil, dwarf and monster
are the words that came after

When I met you face to face
I felt I was inside an invisble layer
Then you mentioned about my upcoming birthday
I didn't listen instead calling you "pangit"

after that day I realized
That I was being harsh on you because I called you ugly
You've said to everyone that I liked ****t
That starred my temper, oh so bad

I was teasing you about not having a gf
then you suddenly left
I felt guilty of what I've said
All those stupid thing i've said

Now you aren't talking to me, not even recognizing me
I thought that this was only temporary
But I felt that you were such in a pain
Like how someone feels when he looses in a game
Maybe soon we could be friends again
Like when we were chatting in YM
I'll wait for that day to come
Even if it will take days, weeks and months

Afraid To Fall Again


At the first time I saw your face
I didn't recognize it and let it go away
But when your friend torn my heart
I knew you were the right one from the start

I like how you make people laugh, espaecially me
with that face of yours, it's so funny
I was happy togehter with you
Now my world isn't blue

We've walked together in the pathway
during our celebration for our Christmas party
You've asked me if we would go ont the same way
I've just nodded and gave you a smiley

On our way, we've talked together
because it ws me who started a conversation
I teased you that you were like a dod
because you were the one throwing your class' extra food

We've laughed togehter
And smiled at each other
I was shockedwhen many girls adore you
I thought that you were so ugly

But when we end our walk together
You waved at me and said goodbye
There, I realized that I like being with you
But my heart wasn't ready because I didn't expect falling with you

On the second time, we've met again
when you were at the stage performing an entertainment
And then you pulled me from the crowd
I was surprised when you called my name, oh so loud

You've instructed me on what you were dancing
And didn't expect that next was jumping
You've pointed at my friends and said they were cheering
Then thanked me at the end of the end of that dancing

My heart couldn't stop beating
I felt like it was palpitating
Mhy face was blushed and I'm embarrased
But deep inside I was rejoicing

I didn't understand that feeilng
it was fund and kinda embarrasing
I didn't know what I was doing
Then I realized I've fallen for A**n*

I'm afraid to fall again
Because I don't want that tragedy to happen again
But I am not closing my heart to you
I'm just being afraid and careful but it has a space especially for you

That Joker's Love


At first i didn't know
that my love was pure as snow
I thought that you love me too
But I guess that love wasn't true

We started as friends not long ago
Because of a tragedy I didn't know
I suddenly recognize you and your friends
who are sitting and wearing shades with trends

You and your friends introduces yourselves
But of all the names I've only remembered ********
You asked me what was my name
But I can't answer because I was being lame

You were in the laboratory cleaning the3 test tubes
while I was by your side looking at you
Then Marjorie told you that you were my crush
I freaked out because it was too rush

We've met again because of your abnormal cleaning
When you were doing something while you were scrubbing
I asked you "do you know what you're doing?"
You replied to me and then we started quarreling

I've heard many rumors about you being single
But I was shocked when I saw you with a girl
My heart stopped beating
And I felt like crying

I didn't know that those feelings would show
My world suddenly stop, I couldn't breathe, i couldn't go
My feet froze then I realized
how much I adore my friend's advice

My fairy tale has stopped its story
with an ending so dark and gloomy
While I was troubled with my studies
You were just there looking and standing

It was so long for me when I learned to move on
because my heart was hurt and had a deep wound
cause everytime I see you smile and say hi
I'll remember that love with a surprise